Wayne

Meh, Sunday's at one point in my life were the best day of the week - I would refuse to work, and would spend the day @ home with my family. I loved it. The day would usually consist of waking up early, to the smell of my Mum cooking a Sunday roast! (YUM). I'd go downstairs to a cooked breakfast (scrambed egg on toast or sth ) and soon after, my Nanna would pop up, and my aunty would come round, and the conversation would flow. We'd have a gay old time! My sisters would have an argument, ...

As I said in the chit chat thread yesterday, I apologise sincerely for missing a complete day at VE! I had...shall we say entertainment round my house! I took Spawners advice, and decided to take a chance and meet that young man i spoke about in my last blog entry. Turns out it was the best advice, and acting on it produced a very fine evening for me. I really enjoyed the guys company! He made me laugh, smile and grimace all at once lol! However, he had a mad sex drive, which completely worn me ...

Well this is true of me at least. Today, I cancelled a date, of sorts. It took a while, but I managed to come to terms with the fact that my date was 4 years younger than me. I also came to terms with the fact that this would be my first "hook-up" in about two months (yes its a dry spell for me). However, once again I have let my inner insecurities manifest themselves, and I've just cancelled a date.

The Excuse...
Well the excuse in itself wasn't a lie - it was the truth, ...

RaMbLiNg PaRt II:

Hey guys! How are you all? Enjoyed the recent Member Awards I hope? Sorry they were a bit of a rush job, I had worked an 18 hour shift prior to that, and just wanted to make sure that they were out on time! Congratulations to all of the winners though, and thanks for my awards/nominations - very much appreciated

So yeah, I'm not enjoying my life today. I've had my housemate and close friend crying, and have had a few disputes over the last 24 hours ...

Urgh, what am I going through at the moment? Most people have said I generally need a break, but I love leading such a fast paced life that generally consists around my job and my friends, and then having this site to come to, as a means of escape. I think I love it that way - I've not known any different for a year now! Anyway, what am I going through? I'm really tired ALL of the time, and I've devloped *gasp* dark circles under my eyes. I'm becoming worryingly disenchanted with my job, to the ...